Update

It has been awhile cause I was waitnig to hear from the NIH about next date to start new drug. They have been having changes at the NIH and have but all of us in the study on hold. I am very fustrated about that news, but am doing better than I was in August. I am having ga hard time saying no to things I should and wearing myself out. I want to be the old me that could do a lot of stuff for other people. I am not that person anymore and it is hard to stop trying to do everything I feel I want to do.